Thursday, September 29, 2011

Frustrations

When I opened up my Bible today it opened right to Psalm 106....and it was perfect for calming my frustrations with everything right now... Its kinda long.. but I am going to share it with you anyway,

 1 Praise the LORD.[a]
   Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good;
   his love endures forever.
 2 Who can proclaim the mighty acts of the LORD
   or fully declare his praise?
3 Blessed are those who act justly,
   who always do what is right.
 4 Remember me, LORD, when you show favor to your people,
   come to my aid when you save them,
5 that I may enjoy the prosperity of your chosen ones,
   that I may share in the joy of your nation
   and join your inheritance in giving praise.
 6 We have sinned, even as our ancestors did;
   we have done wrong and acted wickedly.
7 When our ancestors were in Egypt,
   they gave no thought to your miracles;
they did not remember your many kindnesses,
   and they rebelled by the sea, the Red Sea.[b]
8 Yet he saved them for his name’s sake,
   to make his mighty power known.
9 He rebuked the Red Sea, and it dried up;
   he led them through the depths as through a desert.
10 He saved them from the hand of the foe;
   from the hand of the enemy he redeemed them.
11 The waters covered their adversaries;
   not one of them survived.
12 Then they believed his promises
   and sang his praise.
 13 But they soon forgot what he had done
   and did not wait for his plan to unfold.
14 In the desert they gave in to their craving;
   in the wilderness they put God to the test.
15 So he gave them what they asked for,
   but sent a wasting disease among them.
 16 In the camp they grew envious of Moses
   and of Aaron, who was consecrated to the LORD.
17 The earth opened up and swallowed Dathan;
   it buried the company of Abiram.
18 Fire blazed among their followers;
   a flame consumed the wicked.
19 At Horeb they made a calf
   and worshiped an idol cast from metal.
20 They exchanged their glorious God
   for an image of a bull, which eats grass.
21 They forgot the God who saved them,
   who had done great things in Egypt,
22 miracles in the land of Ham
   and awesome deeds by the Red Sea.
23 So he said he would destroy them—
   had not Moses, his chosen one,
stood in the breach before him
   to keep his wrath from destroying them.
 24 Then they despised the pleasant land;
   they did not believe his promise.
25 They grumbled in their tents
   and did not obey the LORD.
26 So he swore to them with uplifted hand
   that he would make them fall in the wilderness,
27 make their descendants fall among the nations
   and scatter them throughout the lands.
 28 They yoked themselves to the Baal of Peor
   and ate sacrifices offered to lifeless gods;
29 they aroused the LORD’s anger by their wicked deeds,
   and a plague broke out among them.
30 But Phinehas stood up and intervened,
   and the plague was checked.
31 This was credited to him as righteousness
   for endless generations to come.
32 By the waters of Meribah they angered the LORD,
   and trouble came to Moses because of them;
33 for they rebelled against the Spirit of God,
   and rash words came from Moses’ lips.[c]
 34 They did not destroy the peoples
   as the LORD had commanded them,
35 but they mingled with the nations
   and adopted their customs.
36 They worshiped their idols,
   which became a snare to them.
37 They sacrificed their sons
   and their daughters to false gods.
38 They shed innocent blood,
   the blood of their sons and daughters,
whom they sacrificed to the idols of Canaan,
   and the land was desecrated by their blood.
39 They defiled themselves by what they did;
   by their deeds they prostituted themselves.
 40 Therefore the LORD was angry with his people
   and abhorred his inheritance.
41 He gave them into the hands of the nations,
   and their foes ruled over them.
42 Their enemies oppressed them
   and subjected them to their power.
43 Many times he delivered them,
   but they were bent on rebellion
   and they wasted away in their sin.
44 Yet he took note of their distress
   when he heard their cry;
45 for their sake he remembered his covenant
   and out of his great love he relented.
46 He caused all who held them captive
   to show them mercy.
 47 Save us, LORD our God,
   and gather us from the nations,
that we may give thanks to your holy name
   and glory in your praise.
 48 Praise be to the LORD, the God of Israel,
   from everlasting to everlasting.
   Let all the people say, “Amen!”
   Praise the LORD.

If you remember from my last post I was struggling with our "roommates" because they were smoking inside of the house.... well we had talked to our landlord about it and it seemed to improve but that only lasted a few days... and then there was smoke again!!! YUCK.... I so want to be able to come home and get away from everything that I am allergic to... but that isn't happening right now...

Anyway... back to God's word... I felt so refreshed after another really long night awake... due to our upstairs roomies.... they were fighting and smoking... and I WASN'T sleeping...

"Praise the Lord... Give Thanks to the LORD..."  Well thats what I did last night while I was laying in bed awake... I prayed for the couple/family upstairs that obviously not doing well... and I prayed that their kids would some how have energy so they could do well in school today... and that whatever was going on would stop so the house could be at rest.

I also prayed lots... Thanking God that I have a WONDERFUL husband who Love the Lord... He loves me.. and treats me with respect... And That I didn't have to grow up in a family that functioned in chaos like the family up stairs was...

In Psalm 106... God's people begin with praises to him... then they turn away from his love and truth and life gets really tough for them... But when it became too much... God heard their cries and took note of their distress... and for the people's sake... HE remembered his covenant and out of his Great love he Relented...and it ends with God's people praising him once again.

I am just thinking about how... even out of their suffering... God knew that with out their trials they would never fully understand who God is and what life is all about.... Bringing Praise and Glory to GOD....

I might be all over the place... and making sense to only me.. but I am SO SO SO Thankful that God hears our cries and he creates a way for us to praise him no matter what.

I am frustrated with my living conditions...

I am frustrated that I am allergic to EVERYTHING...

I hate that I fell like a "tattle-tell" every time we talk to our landlord...

I hate that because the people up stairs are breaking the rules, we might have to look for a new place to live....

BUT....

I know that God has a plan... and it will all work out in some way or another...

SO..

I will keep on Praising... keep on Singing...and Keep on LIVING For my LORD JESUS CHRIST

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